Backlogged and Stressed
I’ve been really stressed out lately. My mental well-being has admittedly not been the greatest these past few weeks, and it’s been a bit of a struggle to get myself out of this ditch. A lot of the posts that I’ve been planning have been in limbo with little or no progress. I have a backlog of reading assignments for my classes, and a backlog of technical writeups I’d like to author for myself.
My anxiety has gotten really bad lately, but don’t worry about me; I know I’ll get better, eventually. Right now, I just need some time on my own to regain my focus and find myself again.
There are some people in my life who have become increasingly relevant who I have mixed feelings about, but that’ll be a post for another time. Perhaps it will be a post about the struggle to create long-lasting, genuine human connections for people with depression and anxiety; perhaps it will be a post about my desire to open up and trust other people again after I’ve closed myself off from the world for so long; or perhaps it will be about the importance of healing ourselves and each other.
I wish I could say happy trails, but the best I can do for now is
Best regards.